Seems it has been a long time since my last post and my last spurt of creativity. And so a new year and a new post. My AA birthday today 17 years of sobriety, and I am grateful. The year has started out with news that changes things in my life……… and although change has been a constant in my life; I find the older I get the more difficult it gets. I find other peoples expectations of me is how “they” want me to be or think I shoulda, coulda, woulda been – if only I had done things differently.
My life was and is a compilation of my experiences.
Someone I once loved told someone close to me that I exaggerate; I know that this was so if I ever said anything about that person it would all be an exaggeration. I always tried not to say things about that person however the person close to me now filters everything I say through that statement.
Oh this may not make sense to you however I see it clearly. I have no reason to lie or exaggerate; believe me my life did not ever need to be blown up or out of proportion.
And so a new year and change coming …….. my miracle is on its way and that it is for the good of my life and the lives of those around me.