I have signed up for a 10 day Meditation Course at the Vipassana Centre. IT’S NOT TILL APRIL !!!

In the meantime I will go back to the wednesday meditation group here in Huntsville and do the once a month Sunday Day Long. This should help me prepare for the 10 day 10 hours a day that will be the challenge in April.

Everything I have ever read as I recovered from the first part of my life- has said MEDITATE……….

Wayne Dyer, one of my teachers has been teaching that for years. Yet I find myself doing everything else spiritually and pushing against formal meditation.

I can’t say I do not meditate at all …………. sometimes my life feels like a meditation. Being alone so much of the time and often in the silence of my space, the “chatter” quiets and I can receive…………. Sometimes during an art project I find that space also.

I am in a blank space in terms of my art. Wanting to do something new and not having the funds to go out and get supplies………..the term “starving artist” has to come out of the place where the artist would spend all money on supplies and always be broke because the desire to create was stronger than anything. Well that is not my – I do have a desire to create and am in a blank space however this too shall pass.